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recently I've written tons and tons of reviews for softwares and games...well it's not that much. But I suddenly found a direction in life! Aha! Next time I shall laugh at those around me who would slog their guts out in office cubicles.

Moved up by yet another 3 million in rankings. How is that not an achievement?

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Common sense is nothing more than a deposit of prejudices laid down by the mind before getting out of adolescence.

I cannot help but agree with the above statement. Call it bold, but think about it.

el o el.

I can't believe how much I've been missing out. Gotta start on my bloody tutorials.

NaN3

oh my god I saw the person who looked completely, if not totally, like ayumi hamasaki...damn I wished I can know more about her...but too bad she's probably a J2...

On hopelessness

What's hopelessness? It's not about failing your exams, it's not about failing to get a girlfriend/boyfriend, it's not about dying. Rather it's a state when you don't believe in your own country anymore. When it slowly gets to a point where you do not even want to participate in anything with relation to the country, you will know what hopelessness is like.

I'm always questioned about my "quiet-ness". I wasn't like that a few years ago, it got progressively worse every year. There is no point in talking when you're just talking to a small insignificant audience. I guess I'm just a "singapore-weary" person. Class participations - What is the point? Can it really change anything? No. Talking about important things with friends. Most are too ignorant to even know.

Not to sound like a "diss-er" at work, but how can anyone be content with this small audience and influence?

And to confirm my belief, I've recently heard MM Lee talking about things which are almost non-sensensical in nature. I tell you, it really hurts, because all along I've been an ardent PAP supporter, not some SDP crackpot.

I tell you, this country is not doing as well as the leaders have painted it to be - picturesque, bright future. By looking at data and figures, you'll know what I mean.

Is it...it?

I'm questioning the education system in Singapore, how it is actually creates a form of educational apartheid. It's really amazing how people have kept their mouth shut about this for almost half a century.

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right, it really pisses me off whenever I hear people exclaiming - after a paper - about how hard it is, how they are going to fail badly, only to find out after a few days about their A/B grades. As to how they do it, they provide reasons which highlight their supposed "intelligence" - hence their ability to purely use their gift of the gab to solve mojority of the questions correctly. Bloody hell.

Such people usually have low intelligence, but they do have a certain degree of diligence. Sorry, but diligence is not all, as shown in the recent results.



iPhone's App Store. One Word - Sweet.

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Electricity bill for June - $458.15

I have no idea what to say. Was it due to all my torrent activities - the consecutive days I switched my PC 24/7? or is it just the increase in electricity charges.

I suddenly feel like shit - a gas guzzler even. That bill translates to about 1.4mWh which is not normal I think. Last time I checked bill was in January - $~380. I guess it's alright for a slight increase? Or maybe not.


Steaming pile of rotten shit.

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Mid years are well over, and it seems that I've gotten less-than-stellar grades.

I'm literally at a point where I don't know what to say. Maths Subpass. I suppose I'm the lowest in class for maths but it can't be helped. My past tutorials are screaming out for me to complete them, plus the new ones. I'm headed south. My grades and mental strength I mean.



I think there are tons of people who have it worse. But one thing I can't stand for is a fail in maths. So, you shits better watch out, because the next time you see me, it'll be A maths.

Screw you, NS

I hope I get narcolepsy, so that I can skip a certain 2 year mandatory "gym" workout.

.sh a non-sequitur

Deviating from the standard Asian speak is what I'm doing now. It's more of a good thing, because from the place where I'm born, I am granted with nothing of international value.

Stuck in between languages, a silly "slang" that comes along with the spoken form of it. Make no mistake, I'm here dissing my birthplace, my country. I'm just not proud to be part of it.

People tell me I'm blessed to be in this country. But you never know the many misfortunes that ships along with it.

Does a person's birthplace really matter in his future life? Once again it's semantics. A person's birthplace refers to his/her country of origin. Usually the country of origin comes with various forms of "tongues" and habits. And I highly believe that - withholding my pedandic nature - these habits have a significant, if not adverse, impact on our future lives.

So therefore, I hereby conclude that I will leave this country once I have the means to, and start a new life afresh from thaty point onwards.

Oh by the way, I will steal some "blachan chilli" (Only thing I will miss), tossing a molotov cocktail as I run away.

A prologue:

Am tasting a fair bit of success recently, and I love it.

Hancock....nice, neck-straining movie...because the whole movie is filled with unpredictable moments i.e. when you expect the movie to end, it doesn't end, instead it goes on to another part...hence making the whole cinema sit-in a relatively long and tiring "experience"

Shan't go on to explain further, because it's just not worth it.
I may sound angsty - I really am, because this isn't not shitty

Well

Well, good news, I don't have time to blog about stupid minor things in life anymore...much less to a lowly audience..am moving on to a higher stage and sorry, blogger's just too weak to support my kind of writing...but anyway it's intended to be a kind of (this blog) momento...shall let my kids see my blog next time..

- O lvl cert finally ready, can hang it up onto my walls -8 distinctions - the only one I'll ever going to get in my entire life. remember guys, I'm not trying to sound proud here...i'm just...

- Hancock that funny crap show is gonna be craptacular

- 5 wedding dinners to attend the past 3 weeks..what's there not to love...the food esp sharks' fins...Well I dont give a shit about being eco-friendly because it just doesn't work. And it's just total fakery if one tries to be at the defense of these "poor" animals. These animals are there for us. Our human nature is to kill them for food. Alright, stop eating these "cruel dishes" then. The only way is to be a pathetic vegetarian.

- Speech day...wearing that blazer...I can't imagine.....but it's nice to go back to swiss to see Mr Ngoh...

- CIP ..now fk I've only 20hours...gonna get myself more tomorrow..add another 6 hours to that would be good...picking up newspapers...old shit standard job you know...

- Saw an old lady sitting on the staircase, got herself all wet and smelly...she must be suffering from some mental disorder and I really feel sad for her...Originally wanted to call the police to help her, but decided to let her be..

- Played AOE3 like I've never played before...AOE3: Asian Dynasties just completed download. Definitely not a good news. Gotta work extra hard to keep myself away from the computer when school reopens.

Well thats all, bitches

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